Bare my sould kinda post

Rebel24 · 10:29 PM, 12/19/05

Bare my sould kinda post

ZoeandTucker · Post-a-Holic - Give this person a rabies shot!

I want my boobs done too. My husband says I can do it when I'm 30 but not before.

I have a really low self image of myself. I'm constantly dieting and exercising because I feel and I think I look fat.

Not as soul sharing as you but that's all I can think of right now. I'm extremely tired. I just finished my chemistry final.

Kittys Mom · ~Best In Show~ Senior Board Member!

I wish my boobs were smaller. When you get older they hang, and stretch marks on your lower neck from the weight.
Rebel, the correct form of that sentence is I will win the lotto, and WHEN I win the lotto...[ do not say the word "if"...]
I have been working on my teeth this month. I have such low income that I get treated for free. The doctor did not charge me today, either, so maybe I qualified there too.
I need to not drink alcohol, it makes my blood pressure worse, and the dentist won't treat me 'cause it is high. The doctor wanted me to bring it down with diet.

puttin510 · ~Grand Champion~ Gold Medal Poster!

I would say if you are one of the women that are and have always been very slim, you would be a good canditate for breast enhancement. If you are a 34 or 36 c or d already I think that is fine. Nothing to mess with. I would worry because you are stillyoung and your body is still going thru changes.

I have been driving myself nuts by forced bed rest for Lilly, so I am in here alot with here. I am feeling so blah and fat from keeping her calm the last three weeks. No fun. So after xmas like so many people say too. Diet time for me. It would be insane for me to try right now. I need to lose probably 10-15lbs.

Have you ever thought of taking back your child Rebel?

Rebel24 · 12:15 PM, 12/20/05

My breast size now is maybe an A-cup. And because I am self consisus over their size I wear one of those Gel bra's that increase your size by one cup size. I have been wearing one like that for 4 yrs.

And about my other son. No I really haven't thought about that. And I get asked that alot about that alot with the few friends I have. I would honestly never try to take custody back. He is 8 yrs old now and I feel its wrong to take him from the mom he has ever known. Its hard on me not having him around true. But I can't imagine taking him from the only mom he has ever known. I just think that would be to hard on him. And I would never want to put him through that.

puttin510 · ~Grand Champion~ Gold Medal Poster!

I think you would do great then, I have seen show with women in your shoes wanting breast enhancement. It made them feel much more womenly having more curves. Making you feel good is all your husband should want to do. I think it would be good. I know a gal that had breast cancer in one breast. She would wear one of those fluid filled inserts. She dropped one dancing once. So she needs to be a bit careful. LOL

Does your son know who is maternal mom is?

StormyWinter · Moderator

Rebel if I could you could have half of my breasts!!! I have 36DD and I hate them! My dream is to have a breast reduction! LOL

KatzPomDogz · You have been awarded the Posting Star of Honor!

LOL, Stormy, I am with you. I am a 36D and hate them. I would LOVE to be a large B or a small C. Bathing suits suck and so do bras. lol Never can find anything that is cute or sexy AT ALL, not unless you want quadraboobs! LOL (Any girls with bigger boobs knows EXACTLY what I am talking about!)

I also need my teeth fixed, I think I have a couple cavities and I need braces badly. My teeth have always been that way. I think my daughter is going to need them too when she is older....Damn genetics! LOL

Dieting........yep, that is me too. I need to lose about 10-15 pounds. Hubby says I don't but I do. I kind of hit a plateau and I hate it. I have lost over 20 pounds but for the last few months I haven't been able to get any lower.

But I will be trying to be good this year during Christmas.

StormyWinter · Moderator

Talking about teeth! I am in dier need of a dentist, but I have scared to death of them! I have had two root canles fall out plus I chipped almos half off one of my molers with my tongue ring. I have dental ins but they are in the process of switches ins companies and will not cover anything until Jan 1st unless it is a emgerancy, then I have to wait for the new cards to come in.

Weight! LOL Thats a joke! After I had my son I lost about 20-25LBS which I good I know but I NEED to loose about 10-15 more and i'll be happy! It's like Katz said, I hit a plateau and it just won't come off no matter what. Drives me nuts.

shinyblackpit · Post-a-Holic - Give this person a rabies shot!

I had always wanted breast augmentation also. I have been in school for 4 years and will be making a good deal more money than we do now when I graduate, and I had planned to get the surgery done as a graduation present.

BUT something happened between then and now! I don't know the reason, but the size of my breasts just became unimportant to me. As a matter of fact, I actually think they look pretty good. Which is crazy because I hated them my whole life. Now I wonder why I spent any time worrying about it.

Teeth, oh man, I have bad dreams about my teeth! They look fine, but only because you can't see the temporary crown on one of my back teeth that has been there for over a year! Dental work costs so freakin' much!

oasis05 · Moderator

Well.........i do not want a boob job and don't really need one (i'm 5'5", 107 lbs and a 34C) i just want them lifted........lol

Teeth........Ok, well, i was deathly sick as a child and have no floride and very little enamal so my teeth fell apart despite 23 fillings a year. I chose to spend 5K in payments out of pocket and got dentures. It was very painful and a long healing process but VERY worth it. I got to pick the size, shape and color. Now i finally have a beautiful smile and noone knows by looking at my teeth.

I have had approximately 30 operations in my life and am finally pretty healthy. there's more but i forget right now. Hehe

protodog · Forum Moderator

The enamel on my teeth did not form properly, so no matter what I do, my teeth will always be a mess.

Paige · ~Grand Champion~ Gold Medal Poster!

I also want a boob job. A lift more than inplants. LOL!! And I also want a tummy tuck but right now I am afraid a surgery.

I have always had pretty good teeth other than the problems smoking did to them. But since I quit smoking I have been planning on getting some professional work done to them.

I could go on and on about things but I will spare y'all.

HunterNellasmom · Post-a-Holic - Give this person a rabies shot!

Takes guts to admit to faults or things you would like to change, so I give kudos to all of you!

As far as the boob comment, like Oasis, I don't really want one either. I'm 5'4, 110 pounds and have a 34C. Honestly, if they were smaller I wouldn't mind because for some reason I have never really cared about the size of my chest. In high school they were pretty small (having kids made them bigger for some reason) and I just didn't mind. I'm weird, I know..lol

But, I would LOVE to have a tummy tuck. My son was 9 pounds, and it REALLY took its toll on my stomach because of my size. I've managed to get it flat and toned again, but I have stretch marks and it has really messed with my self esteem. I am so scared of wearing a shirt that could show my stomach if I lifted my arms, so I wear tee-shirts a lot. I have never really liked how I look, but my stomach was always one thing I really liked, so it was hard to have that happen after having kids. I've been told a tummy tuck is the only way to remove stretch marks. Laser treatments don't always work, and you have to have multiple procedures to see results (if any)

As far as bearing your soul...hmmmm....

I had an eating disorder in high school. Even though I didn't think I was 'fat', I was scared to death to get that way. I was mainly this way my freshman and sophomore year. I don't know what I was thinking, I think about it now and want to slap myself, lol.

I was a print model in high school and was sexually assaulted by my photographer. He's in prison now, but I still have a hard time with all of that.

This is such a goody two shoes comment..but I have never tried a cigarette, cigar or drugs. I have only tried alcohol, and it was only a couple of times. I actually don't even like alcohol because it makes me sick.

I have a sleeping disorder called "Night Terrors". Its basically like a nightmare that I have as I'm waking up and my mind can't distinguish between me being awake or asleep, so I feel like I'm actually hallucinating and seeing things in my room. Usually it's spiders or snakes. I don't remember anything, but I've been told I let out a blood curdling scream, literally rip all the blankets off the bed, and run into the other room. Usually I wake up in the living room covered in sweat with my heart racing a mile a minute.

I also have a heart issue caused by Rheumatic Fever I had as a child.

I'm boring I know, but wanted to participate, lol.

Paige · ~Grand Champion~ Gold Medal Poster!

Man Hunter I know what you mean by stretch marks. Kaitlyn weighed 10 pounds when she was born and she totally ruined my tummy. Know matter how much weight I loose I will never loose the marks.

HunterNellasmom · Post-a-Holic - Give this person a rabies shot!

Paige, I have to admit that whenever I see a mom with kids in tow, and her belly is showing and there isn't a single mark there...I get so jealous! Lol

My best friend had her baby on Monday, and her stomach almost already looks back to normal, and not a single stretch mark My stomach just looks so weird because I actually got it back to a 'six pack'...but then they're covered in marks...bleh.

oasis05 · Moderator

I know about those nasty streach marks........lol I was 100lbs when i got preg. and 150lbs when i delivered and Joe was only 7lbs. I have streach marks ALL the way around my belly, down my theighs, and even on the sides of my knees! I am small in weight but have the pooch belly and the streach marks so i would love a tummy tuck too but i bet a DR. would look at my size and say i was nuts........lol

KatzPomDogz · You have been awarded the Posting Star of Honor!

I have a few stretch marks, luckily they are really light, my sister in law had some and they were very dark purple. I still have some weight to lose......I still like to say it was from the baby but the "baby" is almost four! LOL I am not to bad anywhere but my tummy and my thighs, I do have a VERY high priority of getting back into shape before Summer.

HunterNellasmom · Post-a-Holic - Give this person a rabies shot!

Katz, are you going on vacation this summer? I want to be all toned for May because we are going on our trip and that is always when I'm the most anal about my looks, is on any kind of trip =P

Oasis, you might be surprised about the tummy tuck thing. I have already had some consultations, and I'm about your size and they will do it. Course, a tummy tuck only gets rid of the stretch marks between your belly button and your pelvic area. But they also do 'mini tucks'. Those are more for stomach bulge though. I don't think they get the stretch marks as well. Just try to find a surgeon that is board certified by all three boards, and not just one. There are some shady surgeons out there. But just about any surgeon will do a free consult so you can at least find out how much it will cost and if they can do it or not. Where I live it's like 8,500!! Yikes...

shinyblackpit · Post-a-Holic - Give this person a rabies shot!

Paige wrote:

Man Hunter I know what you mean by stretch marks. Kaitlyn weighed 10 pounds when she was born and she totally ruined my tummy. Know matter how much weight I loose I will never loose the marks.

I have really big stretch marks too. Some of them are maybe a half- inch wide. Same scenario as a few of you, I weighed maybe 90 pounds when I got pregnant and went up to 153 for a 10 pound baby. I must be pretty at peace with myself at this point in my life, though, because I'm really not bothered by the stretch marks either.

I tell people I'm BRINDLE!

PS I wasn't wearing a half-shirt, it just came up when I put my arms up!

-- Edited by shinyblackpit at 19:30, 2005-12-24