Hey sorry I haven't been on much for the last couple months. I am living with my parents now and their computer is broken and I'm at my brother's house on his computer right now. This is the 2nd time I've had access to the Net since Dec 28 :( But I have Mollie Mae and Chopper Dean with me, as well as my bearded dragon, Scaramouche (Moo Shee for short), my parents don't know it, but they love having an animal house now, lol. I'm doing all right, just about ready to rip my hair out and kill my soon to be ex husband, but that's okay and natural, I think, lol. So don't expect me to be on too much for a while, I don't know how long I'll have to live with Mom and Dad, but I'll be damned if I'm going to get rid of any animals!!! lol. It's good to know that I'm missed here, I miss y'all and am thinking about you. I better get going now though so I can hang out with my sis in law. I love you guys and hopefully I can get on the computer at least once a week to talk to you, but if I can't, you know why. Take care all!!
I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time, but I'm sure having the pets with you will be good for you (and, obviously, for them). I'm stuck still living with my mother (thank you, Hurricane Katrina), and I find that having my pets helps keep me sane.
If you kill the soon to be ex-husband, we won't tell.
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"Thought is an invisible and subtle power that mocks all the efforts of tyranny." Alexis de Tocqueville
Its nice to hear from you girl!!! And yeah, its normal to want to kill them right now...lol. I went through that with JT. There were days when I was SO mad at him....never wanted to look at his face again....lol
He just got back from a month long tour in Germany and the Netherlands. During that month we were totally separated from eath other....no phone, no emails - nothing. It was honestly the BEST thing that could have happened to us.
As odd as this sounds, we are closer now than we ever were. We are not together and have no plans on getting back together, but we have this deep, appreciation and love for each other. Its not like a husband/wife love.....can't figure out what it is......so we decided not to even try to figure it out and just roll with it as it is.
We went through some HARD times together. All we did was focus on each others faults, but being apart has let us focus on the person and not the faults. Every person on earth has faults, but that doesn't mean there isn't a good person underneath. I know he would do anything for me and I would do anything for him.....we just can't live together...lol. Im finally content with where our relationship is.
Of course, for us its a little different because we have a child together so we are forced to have to see each other at times for many more years to come. Might as well make the best of it....lol
We have totally kept it from everyone, including our families, that we are even talking or doing things together. I mean, the kids know.....but thats it. Our families caused so much trouble for us......we decided it was best that no one knew so we wasn't dealing with all that.
We are going to see a movie Saturday night......that new movie 300.......looks awesome. I took the kids to see Wild Hogs last night......GREAT movie....lol!!!!
Things will get better MollieMae......they might get worse before they get better....but they WILL get better!! Can't wait to have you back on here more........but you take care of things there first and foremost. Glad you got your animals with you. Thanks for stopping by and giving us an update!!
WOW!! It feels like it's been a year since I was on here!! Just thought I'd give y'all an update- I'm still living with the folks, for another couple weeks. Mom gave me an ultimatum-the dogs have to be out by June 1 So I'm moving out then and living with my "boyfriend" for a little while. I'm looking for a house right now. I've found one I like and am now waiting to make sure I can afford it and I'll probably put a bid on it this next week. So that's cool. I'm not exactly excited about moving in with the man but it's only temporary. He's going to have 3 other housemates besides me & the dogs, so it's gonna be kind of overwhelming. I've never met 2 of the other people so YIKES!! But things are going all right, I guess. I've decided I have to find a new home for my bearded dragon, MooShee, but the lady at the pet store said she'd take her, since the store's resident beardie just died a couple weeks ago. She won't sell her, but just keep her at the store in the summer and take her to the school during the school year, so the kids have a class pet, which is what she's done with her other beardies & they've done well with that. The divorce was final on Monday, the 7th , and I have never been so glad to get out of a relationship!!! But I kind of got into a new relationship like 2 months ago, which I know isn't prolly the best idea, but I just figure I'm having fun, it's not like I have to marry the guy or anything. His name is Tom and he's younger than me, which is kind of weird. He's 19 :O and a bit immature but he's soo good to me. Like I said, I don't have to marry him or anything, I'm just having fun. But anywho, I just thought I'd leave everyone an update on my life. I had a hell of a time finding this place again, as my parents just got a new computer and Internet this week, for the first time since I've lived here pretty much, so that's why it's been soo long. I'll try and pop back in here more often though. Take care everyone and much love!!!
"Thought is an invisible and subtle power that mocks all the efforts of tyranny." Alexis de Tocqueville
So I'm moving out then and living with my "boyfriend" for a little while. I'm looking for a house right now. I've found one I like and am now waiting to make sure I can afford it and I'll probably put a bid on it this next week. So that's cool. I'm not exactly excited about moving in with the man but it's only temporary. He's going to have 3 other housemates besides me & the dogs, so it's gonna be kind of overwhelming. I've never met 2 of the other people so YIKES!! But things are going all right, I guess. I've decided I have to find a new home for my bearded dragon, MooShee, but the lady at the pet store said she'd take her, since the store's resident beardie just died a couple weeks ago. She won't sell her, but just keep her at the store in the summer and take her to the school during the school year, so the kids have a class pet, which is what she's done with her other beardies & they've done well with that. The divorce was final on Monday, the 7th 
, and I have never been so glad to get out of a relationship!!! But I kind of got into a new relationship like 2 months ago, which I know isn't prolly the best idea, but I just figure I'm having fun, it's not like I have to marry the guy or anything. His name is Tom and he's younger than me, which is kind of weird. He's 19 :O and a bit immature but he's soo good to me. Like I said, I don't have to marry him or anything, I'm just having fun. But anywho, I just thought I'd leave everyone an update on my life. I had a hell of a time finding this place again, as my parents just got a new computer and Internet this week, for the first time since I've lived here pretty much, so that's why it's been soo long. I'll try and pop back in here more often though. Take care everyone and much love!!!
