I'm alive......and well.......thank you all for your concern. Some of you have went to great lengths to find me...lol
This is the first time I've been to the forum in almost 10 months. I totally cut the internet out of my life for 8 months.......and then decided to give it another try just after Christmas.
Ever since I've been back online, I have thought about this place but feared coming here and seeing things I didn't want to see. I know some of you know how to contact JT and I didn't know if that had happened and things were being posted here or what. Glad to see it wasn't. It hasn't been a "pretty" 2 years for us (almost 2 years).
If any of you are on his myspace, you probably saw the bulletin in December about him being a parent again. NO, that wasn't with me. His ex g/f had a little boy in December.
As you all know, I loved JT very much and dealing with the fact that he was having a child with someone else was HARD to deal with. It wasn't a planned pregnancy, and it wasn't their first. She had gotten pregnant prior to this but miscarried. That wasn't planned either. After he broke up with her, she told him she was pregnant 4 days later.
Long story, and eventually I'll go into it, just don't want to now because honestly, our separation/divorce totally tore me up.....broke me down......and its taken me a LONG time ti get where I am. I'm still not totally over everything. I never knew life could be this hard.
I went into a "shell" for about 8 months......I have not dated, but have made some new friends. I have TOTALLY re-arranged my life and things are going good.
I have thought about ya'll alot.......especially Stormy (who works so hard here) and MollieMae who was also going through a divorce when I talke to her last.
You guys are amazing. It's nice to be back......to come back.......and not see my personal lfe splattered all over the board.
JT is doing good otherwise, his music is doing well in Nashville. We "talk" but we will never get back together. Its hard to accept that the person you just knew was your life-long soulmate - isn't.
Ya'll know me and my tinkering love on building websites (its theraputic for me)......I've been working on another one....not just for pets....but for livestock......I'll introuce you all to it soon......
I'm glad to see you're still around. We have missed you. There are no words that I can say...because I'm a dork and don't know how to say them...I can say I'm thinking of you and praying for the best.
Welcome back to your site. Good grief all the termoil with dealing with a breakup. Hang in there but dont leave us again. When you leave it seems that no one knows how to start a thread here. The mods have deserted us and I guess all the dog questions and concerns have been answered. Come on, is no one suprised by something their dog did and cant talk about it? Can we party here again please?
TW
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Everyone knows that the double edged sword is always the weapon of choice for slaying dragons.
Glad to see you are still kicking. I can understand the pain of losing someone. I lost the love of my life, Quinn, new years day to a heart attack. Its been hard dealing with it. The house is so empty and at times painfully unbearable to be in. I miss him sooooo much sometimes i cant breathe. But i do still come here. I come here everyday. No one is ever here *sigh*. I miss the old gang too. Hopefully we all can start posting when we drop by and let everyone know that we are all still floating around out there somewhere. lol
I am sorry for everything everyone is going through. It has to get better it always does. So hugs from me, Oscar, and Murphy. This place has been so dead lately. I miss coming on here everyday. So just for that you all now have to see pics of my boys.
As far as your personal stuff being on here, even if anyone had tried it I am confident that Stormy would have worked her moderating magic. She is online less in the past month or 2, but I know that she checked here very regularly and kept an eye on things.
Ansy, I'm sorry for the rough time you have had since your break-up with JT. I am glad to hear though that you are on the mend and life is looking brighter!
Dusty, I am so sad to hear about Quinn! (((((hugs)))))
Hey Girly! You come back I leave! we just can't get it right! I'm glad things are going good for you right now! (BTW I was the one in contact with JT and I would NEVER splatter your personal life all over!) I currently do not have internet at my house and I do not know when it will be hopefully soon.
