As I'm sitting here at a late evening at work, I am reminded - yet again - why I find myself frequenting the internet so much as a means of refreshing my brain. In about 40 minutes I have to attend a meeting/session concerning Rigor Mortis and discuss with my colleagues how it affects the body once dead. Evidently, new information has come about so we must indulge ourselves in the graphic nature of death before going home to cook dinner.
I don't like death and I never will. This is why I studied the mind and not the body. Still, they both inter-twine and we are forced to face even the things we dis-like most. Sorry to share this - was just bored (and nervous). Death is not something I find myself wanting to see. As I bring up 'rigor mortis' in Google, I am faced with my own destiny. A destiny I am not yet ready to accept.
I don't think i'd like dealing with that either. Never a fun subject. I hope coming on here and hearing all of our crazy posts :) makes you feel better.
There is something loosely called "connected" in the circles of sensitives. Don't tell. I worked tonight in the busiest restuarant in one of the larger cities in CA. The overall thing that people had to talk about was people that had passed away recently. It was unusual. So many regular people have died this year. Babies are born... the cycle has continued. Yet, it seems the harvest was slightly more severe this year... Here's to the one's that remain behind- and to their unity....
I must sound morbid, but death has never bothered me. When I was in high school I used to want to be a forensic pathologist. But to have a job like that I would have to move to a more busy city. We don't even do our own autopsies here. They all get sent to Dallas.
Well it is good that we are all different, otherwise, we wouldn't have anyone to do those types of jobs! I have always wondered how people are morticians. That seems like the most depressing job in the world, but I am glad someone feels o.k. with doing it! Everyday seeing dead people and their families who are so upset... I guess you get use to it, but I could never do it!
