Hey there lady! How is it going for you? Boy I read your post and thought to myself been there done that. I can understand your feelings believe me. But if there is one thing I have learned is you will never know if you don't ask. Ansy is right the two of you should talk. I know in the end it may only confirm your fears but at least you will know where you stand. And who knows maybe you'll find yourself surprised! Maybe he just does not know how to approach you and your making the effort will relieve some of his fears.

I am sorry it took me so long to reply it has been a long month for me and I am trying desperatly to catch up. It has been a few days now right? So please update us and let us know how you are doing please? You are in our prayers that is for sure.

Ansy that is a reply I will read over and over again!  I would have paid big bucks for if I  had gone to a shrink before posting!!  Everyone else too, I havent been on here since then, and things with Steve {my fiance} are better now!  Yes Ansy you hit it on the head when you said the "Lack of communication".  I had quit speaking to him for a week or two, and Steve thought I had started dating a new guy, or one of my ex's!!!  I will say that you guys are always here for me!!  I appreciate it-AND I was surprised he thought I was trying to break it off with him!  I just am a quite, shy  personality, and if I feel that Im being dissed or messed with in person- I will usually just stop talking to that person!!   He thought that meant I wasnt intersted in him anymore!!!  Lots more details- not enough time!!!  But things are going better definatly then before!!!  Wanted to say- that Im not morbidly OBESE or anything!  I can loose weight quick actually when I want- and when I did face Steve with that question,Steve says" I still get butterflies in my stomache when I see you, or talk to you!!!!! I think you are soooo cute!!!'  And he used to say how cute I was out of the blue more often then now, but, he has told me, that I look REALLY Good, and not to worry, and dont I know how hot I am!""  And I say, "SHUT UP, hes a liar........  "      So I now he still loves me, but it is true Ansy!, You sound JUST LIKE MY DAD!  "He still enjoys being an independent SINGLE man!!!"  But I am an independent 29 year old too!  I dont live at my parents or anything-Im 29 and live with my 3 kids, and 2 girl doggies, and 2 male  kittys!   I wonder if its just cuz my clock is tick..tick....tickin....away that I feel like I need to be married YESTERDAY!!!!!   I just want one household-NOT TWO!!!!!!

  AND PITS-  Your Avatar melted my heart, and almost brought me to tears!!!  What a doll!!!!!  Is  he or she yours!!!  You are one lucky "furkid" parent if it is!!!!  Have you ever put your sweet pup on dogbreedz??/  You could probably get an Ecard with that face!!!!!!!

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